Dear Family of Light,
It’s been a very long time since I last communicated with you.
I hold in my heart that you and your families are all well.
Many of you have reached out, wondering why I hadn’t been in contact.
For the past few years, I have been spiralling through experiences, awakening, dismantling, learning and integrating.
There was a period of sequestering that I needed to go through (Spiritual nomad phase) in order to go within and comprehend my experience. It’s a difficult process for the personality/ego as it devastates one’s self-esteem, it also severely undermines our confidence to manifest even the most basic needs for our survival.
As my mentor Lisa Renee says, “It is precisely our “root” fears of survival that are being shaken to the core and unpeeled from us during this process. I was left feeling isolated and standing in a place of total bewilderment, wondering what happened to my life, the people in it and my former identity”.
Lisa Renee who gently and lovingly guided me through this transitional phase to work toward clearing these fears and perfecting my trust and surrender.
These days, much of my time is spent sitting quietly in nature and I avoid going to crowded places or spending much time out and about.
For the past while we have been in a war over consciousness that has required I master the psychological-spiritual warfare that has been directed toward humanity.
My soul knows that I am here to assist with the evolution of our beloved mother, Mother Earth and to assist in a profound shift in consciousness. We are all here to help each other go through this shift. After all, we are each other’s keepers.
My human self many times wanted out. At times it got all too much but my soul chose to be here precisely at this time- there are no mistakes. You being here at this time is also no mistake.
I have had to go beyond the veil of illusion, learn about subject matters that made the hairs on my entire body stand on end and learn to deal with energy and entities that ultimately are crying out for love.
The past few years have taught me a great deal about the layers of love and the magnificent force it is.
While there have been beings whose role is to stop humanity’s evolution, we can give gratitude to them for helping us arrive at a place of strength, perseverance and greater love.
When I first awakened on the 15th of September 2018, my whole world changed overnight. I have been on a crash course, constantly studying, self-reflecting, dismantling my negative ego, letting go of societal labels and outdated beliefs and traditions, witnessing ancestral patterns, learning of our multidimensional nature and my soul’s purpose.
In the early days after my kundalini awakening I remember walking in my Garden Of Eden, seeing a heavy branch that had separated from her mother tree. I sat on the edge of the walkway sobbing like a child. I felt this deep pain of separation. The word separation was very prominent.
At the time I thought it was the pain I felt between my mother and I but as the years progressed I learned that this pain stemmed from lifetimes and lifetimes of being separated from my true spiritual home, my cosmic mother, Mother Earth, the separation of my masculine and feminine essence and the separation from our 12 strands of DNA which was our birthright. I made a promise to Mother Earth that day that I would not leave her and that no matter what I would stand by her side. Again at the time my human 3D mind couldn’t understand it but it was my soul that was speaking.
As I spiralled through time, I started to collect memories and try and put the pieces of the puzzle together.
The past five years have seen me go down many rabbit holes, a crash course so to speak of the true nature of reality and learn of the plight of humanity.
Ultimately we are all here to be of service to the greater whole. Moving from separation to unity.
An Example of Being of Service
This was something I needed to understand. Previously I thought I needed to go out of my way to be of service. Then I started to sit with my intentions. Was I doing this to make myself feel better? Was it my negative ego disguising itself? After self-inquiry, I came to a clearer understanding of service.
One day Dario and our daughter Maya went for a short bike ride around our neighbourhood, Dario’s back tyre deflated. A man who was watering his front garden saw this and assisted Dario with a tyre pump. It did the job so they could make it back home. At almost the same time I was reversing out of my driveway on my way to the shops to buy some groceries. An elderly lady had stopped before my driveway waiting for me to reverse out, she smiled and we both exchanged a good morning. I saw she had her small shopping trolley so I asked if she would like a lift to the shops. She gratefully accepted and off we went, two strangers engaged in lovely conversation.
This finally helped me understand service. Service happens in the every day, in the present moment. It doesn’t have to be something that requires effort, it can happen spontaneously. Being of service offers a heart opening for all involved, isn’t that beautiful?
For a while, I have been asking how best I can serve. At first, I was guided to help the elderly but every attempt led to a dead end. All times being knocked back due to not receiving the injection.
Recently I went on a family holiday and received an inner knowing to support the earth to help unlock the history on our planet (the living library). I am sharing this with you so that you too can do this, everyone can do this.
When humans had 12 strands of DNA we were able to communicate with all life forms because we were the guardians of the earth.
This exercise came to me from Barbara Marciniak and her channeled book “Earth”, published in 1994.
As you sit in nature you can talk to the blade of grass, the river, the rock, the trees, the birds, the mountains, and all life forms and say, “I am here and it is my intention for you to release to me what information has been stored within your living form. I am here to receive it, to translate it, to understand it and to transduce it out to the rest of the planet. I am desiring to activate the living library of this planet”
Our beloved Earth has been at this precipice before. There is a diabolical amount of information stored in our water, minerals, crystals, rocks, grains of sand waiting for us to receive these codes of consciousness so we can work together to bring about this evolutionary shift.
Your human 3D mind may think this is strange to do but enquire upon your soul and see if this is a way you can help humanity.
We are genetic diversity in unity, attempting to bridge the spirals of time, the spirals of our DNA to birth Christ Consciousness, our inner Christ.
Over the years I have simplified my life in many ways and I no longer use social media. I have a YouTube account which I keep as a record for future generations. My website has been targeted so it’s difficult to use but nothing can stop what is coming.
United we stand; divided we fall.
As the spiritual sun behind the sun continues to shine light, we too can do our best to receive that light with grace and gratitude and anchor this light into our bodies and onto our planet, raise our frequency and try to remember why we are here.
As we receive greater spirals of light from our sun, we will activate the spirals of our DNA and our consciousness will shift. We are all going to learn of our true multidimensional nature and the true sacred design of the human form. I created this video in 2021 when I started to understand the true design of our human form.
I hope you all continue to find the silver lining no matter your experience.
May we together call in more joy, peace, love and unity as we live by the Law of One, the Law of Love.
As Lisa says, It is our divine inheritance to stand in the LIGHT.
